Thread: Day Twenty Two

Geeeeeze, where have this past three weeks gone!!?

Three weeks and one day to be precise!!

Totally flew since I havn't been counting them, til now...

This week hasn't been to bad, been buying bits and bobs for parcel to send, finally got everything and packed It all and wrapped It in brown paper and string so It's like a proper post pack looks so sweet (pics to follow) Full of sweeties, a mixtape, dvds, magazines and a smell me tshirt oooh and some photies. Anyone used photobox before it's great!?

Had a moment on Thursday, just don't know where that came from! Bauled like a little baby with wind stuck! Got over that one with the help of the lovley RP ladies though, there is definatly method behind some of their madness. Think It was definatly PMT! And definatly not pregnant ladies thanks! No buns In my oven.

Think I just need to just man up In my tearful moments, It only makes me feel better for like 5mins then I look at my self and think, your such and idiot.

Everyone keeps saying I'm so lucky, think you forget how lucky you are when they arn't around anymore, but when I think about It, I'm just lucky to even have someone I miss. Lucky that I get to speak on a daily basis and just lucky someone feels same way back, some people don't even have that so I think I should quit whinging!

When I'm upset I only want someone to say, everything will be alright, Cos I know It will be, It's only an temporary situation. Think I will have grown up alot by the end of It, It's just hard addapting your whole life that revolved around something and now that something isn't there.

Least next few months are pretty busy, house sitting for a friend in 4 weeks, 3 weeks after It's my brothers engagement which I'm orgainising, then 4 weeks after It's almost my birthday, then 4 weeks after he should be home! Pretty good countdown, no where near losing that stone though, although fitting comfortabley into my size 14's and fitting into a few size 12 items, but think thats due to being totally love sick and just not feeling like eating.

Sorry my blogs are just random points, makes no sence really, just somewhere to vent off.

Finally finished for the bank holiday weekend so just thought I'd have a moment of reflection.

Over & Out,

Me x

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Good girl .... you are settling in to your routine. You'll still have your bad days ... but you are only human!!

We're all in this together xxx

Finally!!

It feels great.

xx