Jeees is that it?

Anyway Happy 5 Month annaversary Mr Blondiie! Cannot wait for It to be one year !

This week has totally flown over!! No Tears for 4 days, can't belive It, feel like I'm back In controll, shouldn't probrably say that bet I cry tomorrow now!

Got suprise phone call on Tuesday night and held the tears! Was upbeat and giddy! I really need to stop answering it and saying "Hello" about 5 times before I say "OMG It's you" I also think I need to stop saying that! Of course It's him! duhhhhh.

Overall a better week, hopeing It will be like this from now on, but will not hold my breath as I know some days will be so hard!

Give him a little thought on a morning when I wake up (I always think of him but this Is a special one) and a little thought on the night time, just In hope he will be doing the same thing, while I'm just going to bed he Is sometimes already sound asleep, so think of cuddling into him and him smiling In his sleep!

Passed my Navy entrance exam also, I really could not be happier! Havn't stopped smiling all day, feel like It's the first day of the rest of my life! So proud of my self this is the first thing I've ever passed!

Longing for a kiss now, just a congratulations one, but I'm sure other stuff will happen in time he's gone that will make me want more kisses then when we do finally kiss it'l be amazing!

He finally received one of my letters!! He said it made him go all warm think thats the nicest thing he's said, so glad It can make a difference, and at least when he sad he can read it! Just want him to get other 3 now!

Well work at 10am !

Sweet Dreams, blondiie


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