trying not to freak out, not long till he leaves. no one even mentioning it, my sister tells me they are all talking about it when i'm not around wandering how we're coping and how we will cope etc but no one has actually asked me.. (even my sis after telling me all this..)
i dont want to stress and complain about it to people though, want him to see me staying positive. feeling quite stupid about it tbh, i dont really want to talk about it but would quite like them to ask me if i'm ok.
Few things have happened in the last few weeks but no.1 in importance is my cousin and lovely friend has her baby
Got the text from her phone but presumably from her OH simply giving name, weight, time and 'mum and baby doing well'. I'm soso happy for her, I know its all come when she least expected it but she managed to finish off her degree even if she did have to sit her exams at 8 months pregnant and she did make me giggle 'no one tells you about the weird symptoms, my belly is so
So OH goes off in September, and the pre deployment talks are going on at the moment. There was one last Wednesday which i said i was going to go to and OH basically talked me out of it, saying that I didn't need to bother and it was a hassle for me to get to camp and that all the info is sent in pre-deployment packs anyway and he didn't know how it worked from me getting in to camp etc etc.
I tried to keep saying I wanted to go until I realised he wasn't really coming round to the idea.
after 5 weeks of living in the library, very little sleep, sandwiches for every meal and non-stop coffee I am freeeeeee. had my last exam today, half my degree done! 1 year to go till i enter the real world...
currently googling 'how to make mojitos' AND i just discovered that nandos do a military discount (know where we're going for dins when OH gets back from wales..) today gets better and better.
bring on summer...
off down south to visit my dad tomorrow